With the end of
this part of the project approaching, I have to say this protracted approach at
creating really dampened my will to create the initial painting I had in mind.
I've strayed far from its narrative, but in a good way, a way that allows me to
fully flesh out these ideas. There is way more than one image in my mind at
this point and I wonder if continued dedication will allow for a deeply
considered series of works to be realized. I also wonder if continued
dedication is possible. It will surely require a larger time commitment. I have
thought these thoughts, planned these pieces on my commute, in the shower, by
the glow of my phone when I should have been sleeping, and sometimes when I
have sat specifically to think. It is a far different commitment to sit at the
easel and work. I can say that I hope I will push for this increased level of
dedication. I hope I will put aside the needs of others to better understand
myself and the world. Maybe you'll see it one day. You'll know all the things
it means because you were with me when I gave it life. I'm glad you were. It's
not over yet, so let's see what the last few days bring.
Jess McPherson
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